GROWING UP IS HARD TO DO.

BEING THAT I AM ONLY 20 I STILL FEEL LIKE I’M A KID THAT’S NOT A KID, BUT NOT QUIET AN ADULT EITHER. I MEAN WHO WANTS TO GROW UP ANY WAY. BEING A GROWN UP IS NOTHING BUT A WHOLE LOT OF NOT GETTING WHAT YOU REALLY WANT BECAUSE OF MONEY. MONEY AS IN YOU EITHER CAN’T AFFORD IT OR MONEY AS IN YOU SO BUSY MAKING MONEY (WORKING) THAT YOU HAVE NO TIME.

KIDS, I’M HERE TO TELL YOU SERIOUSLY STOP WITH THE RUSH BECAUSE JUST HOW CHILDHOOD IS A LOT OF NOT GETTING WHAT YOU WANT, ADULTHOOD IS JUST A BAD IF NOT WORSE.

IN THE END, DOES IT EVEN MATTER? ALL YOU PEOPLE EVER WANT IS TO BE FREE, BUT HOW DO YOU END UP? A SLAVE, A SALVE TO THE DEMANDS OF LIFE. YOU THINK YOUR A SLAVE NOW, OH YOU JUST WAIT. JUST MAKE SURE YOU GET THAT EDUCATION, SO YOU BECOME A COVETED SLAVE. A SLAVE WITH PERKS AND FREEDOMS, MASTERS FAVORITE IF YOU WILL.

WELL THAT’S ALL THAT’S IN CONNIE’S BRAIN FOR TODAY.

PROCRASTINATION AT IT’S FINEST

It’s been a while, yes i am aware, but you see lots has changed.

New job same place, and yes i do enjoy my job. It beats housekeeping anyday.

still in a relationship, new relationship with a new man.

bought a car

still hate xmas.

In college…I hate college. I mean I am just so unmotivated. and dont get me started on the 12 page research papers that will soon be 20 page research papers.

Does this get easier or do I suddenly become more interested as I mature?

I procrastinate!… at life

Yes! you are suppose to tip the housekeeper.

Think of it like this, you tip your waitress; why? because he/she takes your order brings your food and clean up you plates when you leave. Yes this is he/shes job but you tip to show you appreciation. So it is the same concept when you stay in an hotel, they clean up after you replace your dirty towels and sheets and they when bring anything to your room when you ask for it, so naturally you would leave a tip to show your appreciation. but no, most people are not aware that this a normal thing. How do you know when you should tip your housekeeper?

1.Definitly if you are staying more than one night

2.Trash! if you have excessive bags of trash in your room.

3.You used all of your towels including some extras

4.Crumbs and things of that nature smashed into the carpet

5. Stains on the sheets

6. Finger prints, finger prints and more finger prints

7.Ring around the tub

8.Surprises left in the toilet

9.Spills

10. Things are destroyed

How much to tip?

Anywhere from $2-$20 depending on the state of the room at checkout time.

Things That Push People Away

I know from personal experience that selfishness and a close minded mentality gets you no where in this world. unfortunately there are a few people in my world that can’t get through their heads that when they are open to change and advice then they may have a chance at bettering their own lives. It drives me insane to see people in crisis digging themselves a deeper and deeper hole and when others around them give logical sound advice they reject it immediately.Why? because it wasnt their own idea or because it is hard. well if it didn’t work the first time you tried to figure things out on your own then maybe it’s time to open up your mind and stop being so damn stubborn.

Goals???? Future??

So I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m at the point in my life where i have to actually think about what I want to be doing when I’m like 30. I would like to open a 24 hour child care facility while also being a pre-school teacher at the same time, but I’m not sure I can handle that. I mean thats a lot of kids all the time. I would only work in the daycare on the weekends and then hire employees to run things during the week and i would pay the bills and be responsible for everything. i just wanna be successful in something i enjoy doing. Please comment if you have experience in this profession and have legit advice for me.

This Is Basically Why I Dislike This Time of Year. The Video Speaks For it’s Self

 

I Love To Paint!!!! Send Me Your Art I Would Love To See It

I love to paint, so because I am broke because of my inability to find a job in vineland i decided to paint some of my gifts this is one of them. so if you did the same i would love to see it.

It Would Be Great If I Could Win a Car.

There are so many contests out there where you can win cars and money. so i decided to go on a crazy search for these contests and enter in the hopes that i can get a car and then turn around and win some money so I can pay the taxes on the car.This plan is far fetched and unrealistic but i can dream can’t I? I sometimes wish i could be one of those people that run into wealthy people just walking down the street. and the wealthy person is just like “hey do u need a used car?, the 4,000 dollars you need for a car is chump change to me, here you go!!!!” and i’m like omg you are so generous and kind. and i begin to cry and do my there is a god happy dance. yea this is cooky and i’m crazy for even dreaming this could even happen or that people just give cars away for no reason other then the person is broke young and slightly confused about the future. well i can dream that’s all

Whoa!!!! What’s That on Your Face? Oh it’s Your Face.

So today I was walking in the mall and I saw a girl that was maybe 2 or 3 years younger then I. She was the typical preppy teen mall walker, ugg boots, fakey blonde hair and tight Hollister jeans that cost way too much. But i wasn’t her clothes that made me notice her. It was the pounds of makeup she was wearing. none of it was well applied nor did it match her skin tone. but instead of immediately thinking mean or insensitive thoughts about how shallow she looked I honestly felt bad for her. Her skin was bumpy and uneven like she was trying way too hard to try hide it, but had no idea how. I feel sad because I bet her “friends” aren’t friends enough to tell her she looks a mess. And I feel bad that she feels that she cant be excepted because she has less then beautiful skin. It’s sad that I bet she’s 10 times more beautiful without globs of pale foundation and uneven eyeliner,with a face full of acne.

You’re Never Too Old.

So my mother comes up to me and tells me that we aren’t doing Christmas because Christmas is for children. That is the biggest load of bullshit I’ve ever heard. So my mother comes up to me and tells me that we are not giving gifts on our birthdays anymore because gifts are for children. BULLSHIT! So my mother tells me that we are no longer giving easter baskets because we are too old. When do you think it’s a good idea to give up traditions once practiced when you were a child? Do you think you should give it up at all? I for one think traditions are traditions and it shouldn’t matter how old you are. growing up isn’t an excuse to stop having fun, and if it’s about the money then I say who’s t0 say that gifts have to have a dollar amount? It breaks my heart to believe that my mom believes that you have to be a child to enjoy and appreciate a gift from the heart.